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I am who I am. Many people do not know who I really am...some people will never comprehend. Sometimes I don't understand myself. But one thing is for sure...I want people to be happy. While I want to find my own peace of mind...my own happiness, I would give it all up if there was no more sadness. Pain and suffering...I know these things too well. I have seen a lot of dark things in my short amound of time living...I lived through things that I never want someone else to experience. So if I could accomplish one thing in these life, it would be to destroy injustice, something to make the future less bleak. But above everything else....I just want people to THINK. If I could touch someone's heart, soul, and mind...that would be enough for me. If I could just make one person seriously think...think about many things...like reality...dreams...truth. One reason I find myself not very religious....is religion seems lined with deceit. It's more a testament of "faith". But the hypocricy is too much for me to accept it. For one to say god loves everyone...then to go to a gay man's funeral to hold up signs that say "god hates fags"...something like that shows me something is seriously wrong. Maybe there is a god...but organized religion is nothing more than a "sugar coated" cult. Well, enough about that.
Let's get down to what this all means. As a good friend of mine told me, he is a "paladin of freedom". Basically, he trys to protect everyone so that there freedom is not infringed upon. I would say i'm a "Paladin of Truth" more than anything else. I have only recently become this. For a while...the only thing I could do was lie. I hurt a lot of people. Now that is over. I'm only here to protect the truth. I have lost...many important things in my life in the past 2 years. I'll fight for everyone...just so the truth be known. So that reality is known. The truth not being my opinion...just common sense. That and I don't want people to suffer. And it's not that I don't believe in God, I just don't believe in organized religion. And I am also a very open minded person. Keep that in mind.

As for the rest of me...Here it goes. I attend the Art Institute of California: Orange County. I am a graphic design major. I do love designing, drawing, and all that...so I think there might be a future for me in this business. Perhaps. I want to do a lot of things. I am actually planning on writing a book sometime within the next 6 years or so...I have a lot of data gathering to do though. As for other things, Let's move on to my musical tastes. I HATE rap. I HATE country. I will listen to pretty much anything else. My love is trance/techno. But I also love metal, alternative, punk, etc. Some of my favorite bands/music artists include: Delerium, Dragonforce, Chicane, BT, ATB, Darude, Enya, Dune, Move, The Killers, etc. I haven't gone in the past week, but I like to go to the gym a lot. I like to be in shape...somewhat. Lol. I also play Final Fantasy XI. Go white mage. I must add that I loved the movie V for Vendetta, and I shall be getting it soon. I do like to read, mainly fantasy and sci-fi books. I also love manga/anime. It's fun. My true passion for games lies mainly in Guilty Gear. I must say while I am no pro, I'm pretty damn good at that game. (I <3 A.B.A) My best character is either Johnny or Bridget. I have many friends, and i'm pretty good at making friends. I have a few enemies, but I really don't care. I used to hate them...now I just feel sad that some people dislike me. But oh well, you can't be friends with everyone. It happens. I've only had one girlfriend, and it was for almost a year. I'm on the look for new romance. It's weird though...apart of me doesn't want to be in one...as to not hurt anyone including myself...ever again. But...I want to move on and find someone to love. But it will come in time I suppose. A lot of my friends view me as "emo", but I don't think so. I have a tendency to be melo-dramatic, but I don't think I'm emo. So whatever. Anyways, I also must add I <3 my PSP. Guilty Gear Judgment comes out soon...and so does Silent Hill Origins. Yay! ^.^
I'll wrap this up. Basically, I'm a nice person. I like meeting new people. Talk to me! =D

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